It's funny....
When you start to get your shit together. You leave the things behind that were pulling you down, and you start looking to the future... you start making the neccesary changes... how everything just.... falls into place!

In the last month or more, I've made a lot of changes to the way I think, to the way I view certain people in my ( Read more... )

Well YAY!

So, all my money is WORKED OUT for school!!! I bought my books yesterday. Whoo!! I can't wait. I am seriously so excited about it!

And I worked at McDonald's yesterday. Ew. It's called an on the job evaluation. Supposed to deem wether I am golden arches material or not. Ech. I didn't like it, so I'll keep looking, but if they hire me, I'll ( Read more... )

Scorpio (Oct 23 - Nov 21) - A water sign represented by the scorpion, Scorpio symbolize intense power and passion. Scorpios are forceful, emotional, confident and intuitive. The most intense of the zodiacs, they may also become extremely jealous, obsessive, compulsive and resentful, which at times leads them to seek revenge.

"The most intense of ( Read more... )

Things are.... the same ( Read more... )

There are so many mistakes.

And most of them are mine.

You don't really know how you feel, and that's ok... but I don't know how to act now, how to feel... how to talk to you. I have to be careful.... People wonder why I hate love.

And you... you! You want my trust, yet you won't trust me. I'm trying to trust you again, but I have to hear all ( Read more... )

Dancing in shadows
Holding your hand
Your face turned away
I cry while I can
I smile when you look
Yet break all the mirrors
That long pretty hair
Has a weakness, it's scissors
Cold hazel eyes
Try smiling at you
And insecure hands
Hold on out of view
But my heart beats with love
At the sound of your voice
But inside of my head
I can't stop this ( Read more... )

So... the last couple days have been interesting. After Jason left yesterday morning, I tried to sleep but kept getting way too many phone calls (2 is too many) and couldn't get back to sleep. So I got up, and went to Bill's grandma's for lunch. We ran to walmart after that, and then the rest of the evening was spent at home. I set up a shelf Bill ( Read more... )

I've come to a couple conclusions tonite ( Read more... )

GO AWAY, LOVE
Get out of my head
Stop tormenting
Tormenting
Kill me instead

Go away Love,
And never return
Stop haunting me
Haunting me
I'll never learn

Go away, Love
I'll destroy you
Stop loving me
Loving me
Or I'll love you too

Go away, Love
It's not meant to be
Stop taunting me
Taunting me
I'll fall to my knees.

Go away, Love
You're too ( Read more... )

How can things go so well for such a good amount of time, and suddenly suck as much as they do right now??? I don't need this stress! I don't need this grief & suffering. I am NOT your baby doll.

*seethes* Ok, now that I am done rampaging. I got a new betta, thanks to Andrew. His name is Oyu. And he's so tiny!!!! He's red like Oni was, but much ( Read more... )